i’M SO SICK OF THIS MENTALITY THAT’S SWALLOWED 90% OF THE TEENAGE POPULATION THAT IT’S CUTE TO HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND BE SAD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOOD SOMEONE’S GONNA COME SAVE YOU BC NO SHUT UP IT’S NOT CUTE TO HATE YOURSELF OR HURT YOURSELF LIKE THESE ARE ACTUAL PROBLEMS THAT YOU NEED TO SOLVE AND NO ONE IS COMING TO SAVE YOU IT’S ALL ON YOU
Just be happy. I think you deserve it after 7 years of feeling hopeless and down. You’ve had your okay days and your bad days although you always end up feeling one way. And, I know that school is dragging you down but what will you do without it? It’s life and that’s just the way it goes. Remember when you thought you’d never see the day past 15? Well, you just turned 17 two days ago. You’ve seen 2 years past your own life-span expectation. But that’s the thing, you’ve seen two terrible years. You’ve looked at yourself in the mirror every day and have hated what you see from the outside to the inside and everywhere in-between. You’ve destroyed yourself from the inside and you’ve scarred the outside. Remember when you thought that being a teenager would be great but you turned 10 and you started feeling this sensation of wanting to tear down the walls and letting tears fall. I remember everything, I remember every single word that has hurt you, every action that has wounded you and all the times that you’ve poured salt onto the wounds. And, I hope that you read this some day when you’re older, maybe 2 years from now and I hope you have found happiness. I hope that you have found love, care and all the happiness in the world. I hope that you no longer wake up angry. I hope that you no longer hate yourself for the smallest details but love yourself for everything. I hope you’re experimenting on how to find joy in life and not experimenting with substances to numb yourself out. I hope a lot for you, Samantha.
Now and then, I still hear your laugh echoing through my head. It makes me miss you, love you, hate you and love you some more. And, I have no idea if I’m hurting myself or healing myself because I’m stuck between tears flooding my eyes and smiling at the memory of you.
I wonder if people liked Stone Sour bc of its soft rock thing going on. And then found out the vocalist was the same as Slipknot and then were like bruh
Well, I liked Slipknot first and then, heard Stone Sour. But, yeah, when I found out that the peroxide blonde singer from Stone Sour was the same maniac from Slipknot, oh lawdy lawd. I was like “bruh, what the fuck”.
What do You think about Blood on the Dance floor??.P.S,I meant what do you think about Joey Leaving Slipknot and his Drug Problems
I listened to them once in middle school and was like “wtf”. Never listened to them again. Ohhhhh! Well, um, people have drug problems. He’s not the first one to have a problem with substances but I can see why the band had a problem with it. Paul had a drug problem and it lead him down the wrong path and that’s possibly why they had a problem with Joey because he saw what it did to his brother yet, wouldn’t quit. Now, I know that quitting is hard but it’s not impossible. I think that the best they could’ve done was maybe try to guide Joey instead of just firing him. They could’ve kept him and help him get off the shit at the same time. Just my opinion.
“I still haven’t talked to certain guys in that band [Stone Sour], so I really don’t know what they were thinking or a hundred percent of the reason why they made the decision that they made. I mean, it was basically put to me over a phone call and I thought that was pretty lame. Whatever, it is what it is. Onward and upward. I think I have a little bit of a different opinion on how music should be done anyway. Maybe it is for the better.”—Jim Root on being fired from Stone Sour (source)
What do you think of Pantera,Slayer and Joey Jordenson??.P.S Sorry for all the Questions :)
Oh my god, there’s something about Slayer that I can’t do. I first listened to Bloodline and like, I’m not sure how to explain but I cannot listen to Slayer. I’ve listened to a few Pantera tunes :) P kick ass. As for Joey, eh, he’s alright, lol :) it’s okay to ask questions!
U know how in winter it gets so cold and u think u will never be hot again and in summer it gets so hot u think u will never be cold again I think that is how it is with ur feelings like when u r sad u think u will never be happy and when u r happy u think u will never be sad. But u will be hot again and u will be cold again and u will be sad again but most of all u will be happy again